Been four days since I took my medication
Feel worthless on purpose thats my situation
Like a pig in muck i pretend that zero fucks
Are given but no that aint the life that im livin
Dont know if id prefer the patience or the pride
The persona projected or the person inside
On the real, I root for the underdog
But i dont follow suit dont go whole hog
Fake it til you make it i pretend to be a failure
I am the leaves on the track, gonna derail ya
Pretending like this stuff dosnt matter
But theres nobody buying that chatter
Posit all the comets and the stars aint alligned
Intertwine my crimes with my points of pride
Ill say one thing: if youre happy i wont stop ya
But if you got what i do, go see the fucking doctor
Cant last with all these mistakes biting my ass
I just wanna go to class and get a decent pass
Learn a trade get paid, escape from this hole
But its so damn gorgeous that i want to call it home
The verge of tears nah man its never near
Ever clear that this is the path on which i steer
Dip my toe in like 13 different scenes
They get better as they melt away, like icecream
I wanna be cyclops, leadin with that clout
But im more like maggott, reviled and written out
Waitin impatiently for labels to get me
Id be so damn good at being a celebrity
But no local hero im an internet zero
Noone bumps my shit, i should just quit yo
First thing id do is delete my facebook
Just to find out how much time it took
To start hating, like i did with television
Dont miss those tubes and now i got a better vision
Man fuck me, my beat-jackin presumption
I got no gumption i barely function
As bad at bein human as i am at chess
I am the fools-mate, usually my quest
Is to win, but my tactic is "dont come last"
No wonder these oppertunitys leave fast
Got my tarrot read to try and get a clue
My two main cards were the artist and the fool
Yeah, sounds right, I was always the clown
And if you dont like this song then ill fuckin take it down