carry convosations like jesus cross
everybodies cross not feelin the boss
im lost - heres a situation
stipulatin its a frustration
mind castration cant compute
atempted alcohol induced reboot
but its in cahoots is my suspicion
leading to steve based derision
schism what i know with what i assume
try all the while to hide the loon
zoom! your words just past me
looking aghastly, what you ask me?
masking disabilities dutifuly
until i gets busy then i freeze
Cant always tell what im tuning out
did you relly say that? constant doubt

everyone here just sounds like a beehive

everybody sounds like a hive to me
no scheme not purposefully
a worry mind flurries to filter the important but
its not reportin



shout if you like, dont change a thing
cant drown out the voices within
its like im listenin to a radio
that every 5 seconds changes show
all directions, filters blow
any suggestion, i dont know
the appropriate response oh dear
aintclear you cant tell from my veneer

if i cause offense take this recompense
im sure what you said made perfect sense
but imagine listening to 5 guys
at once, and you cant see their eyes
they are simultaniously speakin
your mind instantaniously weakens
then pow,, pop quiz! all 5 guys?
tell me what they did tuesday night


a story that you didnt tell
a question that you had to yell
a mind that makes me feel so weak
a phrase that you had to repeat
a voice that wasnt really there
a noise for which i wunt prepared
a name forgot thats new to me
and so many missed oppertunities